Friday, August 12, 2011

I am trying to forget him.. bt somehow his memories comes again into mmy mind.plz help me.!! M suffering alot?

m 24 yrs old and enough mature to handle any issues. One year back someone indulge me in love. i don't know he was true with me or not.. bt he loved me at the extent of all limits. Initially he committed to look after our relation. somehow he wins my trust and i also looking ahead in this relationship. But there always an Intuition in my mind that he will not go further with our relationship. Even i ask him so many times whether he is fully dedicated to this relationship, he always said yes... don't worry, m always with you. He loved me all the ways as he can and i too love him as he was doing. But past two weeks he said that he cannot continue with me. Parents will nt be agreed for our relationship and i ll nt go against with them. So better to forget everything. i cried alot.. even i asked so many questions. But he have only one answer.. ''Forget me!''.. try to forget..''. i told abt that to my parents even to his parents also. But no use. i know that i cant get him back.. coz there are so many difrences in us. Now its not possible to get his love again in my life. And am trying hard to forget him. Even i got sucess to foget him. But dont know the time i spent vth him.. i am unable to forget. As i am laughing i began cryin in between. I am missing him as he hugs me as i hug him... I dont know he had done all the very bad with me.. but i am getting deeper in his love as hez going hurting me again & again. All the day i am just checking my mobile in the hope that he will msg me. and will told me that how much he love me. and whtever is happening is all false... i know that its only my foolishness.. but i am helpless. i am unable to think about anyone else. even i think that i have to keep myself busy with someone else to forget him. There are so many gud frnds around me, but i become a looser against my disabilities. Plz tell me... that what is the way.. how could i escape myself from his memories. I want but i am unable. I know he have no love for me now, but "Dil hai ki Manta nahi" i just enable to accept that he is not in love with me.

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