I'm just so confused... =/?

Remember that everything you do in life, is always going to be hard, no matter how much you hate it talk to someone like teacher's, counselors, to help you out with that girl that bullies you. Homework's and all that try to find a way to schedule yourself. Ignore when they say you have a eating disorder because you know you don't. Go to some anger management to help you settle down, i hope i did helped just don't be thinking about stuff like suicide and stuff (good luck i will pray for you).